Thursday, January 10, 2008
;9:41 AM
its better to understand a little than to misunderstand a lotrandomly came upon this quote thru shar's bank (UOB) when she was drawing out money. they kind of have the quote of the day thing and i thought it really meant alot after that.
anyway, SAM'S friendship post made me think alot. not for the bad, but more for reflection wise. i think i've not been really the best friend around. i haven't been prioritising my time around each one of them but i'm glad that i can talk to them whenever we talk. for example, BFFSF, we've been busy and all, she with school&youthjams and me at my damn slack work that we haven't been spending much time. but whenever she calls me to whine abt something or i call her to complain about life, we are there for each other and it feels really nice. janice chuang is someone i can really talk to regarding any problems w life, i thank god for that(:
been hanging around that crazy ptg of mine. well shes been really crazy and sweet, the last time she visited me at my workplace and all. i'm glad for that blessing i have and someone i can actually relate to. even if she doesn't understand how i'm feeling and all, she tells me 'i might not know how you're feeling now but i'm here for you to talk to' kind of thing, which makes me feel at ease. and the fact that we're undergoing the same problems w friendship now, we'll be there supporting each other, telling each other that things will be fine, and everything is in beautiful in his timing.
then theres someone like gohyiqing, haven't exactly been really messaging her in work, but still, its really nice to tell qingys things. like she'll listen and all, and then she'll cheer me up with some crappy lame thing like how i'll cheer her up by talking nonsense and all. yeah, a great source of strength and i'm really glad for her
daryltay the retard is also there. he told me the most encouraging thing i ever heard from him in years. he said, 'we all have crap in our lives. i'm not too good myself but seriously, God's there, you have all of us, your family. we'll pull throught(:' and every night when i practically went crazy over some tim saga i'm having now, he is there just listening to me crying and of course telling me what not to tell tim some stupid retarded stuff with would just completely spoil the friendship. for the two years and counting friendship, i'm glad for mr tay(:
after this whole tim saga, wait its not over yet, but still i realised how i've failed. as a friend, i failed to understand and to be understood. i know tim's trying to make things alright, i can tell it and i'm somehow or other comforted by it. i remember he telling me once, disagreements in friendships break or make friendships, and its up to us to let it break or make. until everything is back to normal, things still aren't ok.
people like ms ngxiaoqi, ms crystal carulli, ms ang yuwei, you three aren't forgotten yet. and i'll try to find time to catch up because i've really got alot to tell you all(:
shall not talk abt SAM because i know i've written enough about her like the last posts(: ha ha
ok that was an awfully long post and i shall end here.
by then, i realised how much more she means to you